3 more days

3 more days... till your one year anniversary. 

I hope I can get through the weekend, I am working so I suppose 

that will help. Monday April 7, is the day... I will try to keep busy 

but I am sure my thoughts will be of you all day.

If Roses Grow in Heaven

If roses grow in Heaven Lord

Please pick a bunch for me.

Place them in my Mother's arms

and tell her they're from me.

Tell her I love her and miss her,

and when she turns to smile,

Place a kiss upon her cheek

and hold her for a while.

Because remembering her is easy,

I do it everyday,

But there is an ache within my heart... still. 

That will never go away.

~~~Tears~~~

If tears could build a stairway,

and memories were a lane, 

I would walk right up to heaven 

to bring you home again. 

No farewell words were spoken 

no time to say goodbye 

you were gone before I knew it, 

and only God knows why. 

My heart still aches in sadness 

and secret tears still flow, 

what it meant to lose you, 

no one will ever know. 

-Anonymous