Today... Remembering

Today, I had to go through some of the boxes that we brought back home from PA that were stored at my friend Linda's house. 

As I went through some of the things, I already knew what was there... I shared the pics with Madison and I pulled out a large throw with an Angel on it, I brought up close and smelled it... although you smoked and I never did, it smelled like you, your scent and of course the smoke smell... and then the tears flowed like a hard summer rain.

 I miss you so much mom, my heart aches in a way I never knew possible.

 It is only 12 days till your heavenly anniversary. 

I rejoice as I know you are in Heaven, I cry because I miss you so much. 

I love you mom... still.